3 months ago today….. I was HUGE!!!!!!!!!!!! Just take a look at my picture J haha! I was 37 weeks and 4 days pregnant with Baby A and Baby B Routzahn (the names we publicly referred to them… at our home we had been referring to them as Jack and Avery ever since we found out it was a b/g set of twins…it was nice to have our little secret to reveal on the day of their birth J )
We headed to Lightfoot in Leesburg, VA for our last dinner before we officially became “Mommy & Daddy” and enjoyed a delicious dinner. Did I mention I was huge????? I was very aware of this, but the stares and facial expressions of the other diners confirmed my thoughts. I think some of them thought I was only minutes away from greeting a new life into the world… it was actually hours at that point AND TWINS… a look of relief generally appeared on faces when I mention I was expecting 2… that seemed to justify my hugeness J
I can remember we talked about the excited feelings. I can remember we talked about feeling so fortunate the pregnancy had gone so well. My initial goal when I found out it was twins was to carry them until 36 weeks minimum without bed rest… check and check… easily made both of those goals! I can also remember the scared feelings and the serious “what ifs” we discussed that evening. Specifically.. what if we had a baby born with Down syndrome??? Other than one blood test early on that indicated a higher chance (still less than 1%) nothing ever displayed as a possible marker for DS, however, the worry was very real to me and constantly stuck in my mind. Looking back I feel as though my “Mother’s Intuition” was right on target the entire pregnancy… I just wanted to be wrong because I was worried and scared of the unknown…. BUT I was not…and Avery Elizabeth Routzahn was born into this world with "a little something extra".
In 3 short months this “little something extra” has proved to be A-M-A-Z-I-N-G on so many levels. We love our Avie Baby and Jackers so much, and could not even begin to imagine life without them. Of course we have our moments when we worry about the unknown, but we have realized you do that when it comes to any of your children.
On June 18, 2010 the four of us became TEAM ROUTZAHN… on September 18, 2010 we will spend the day with our family, friends, neighbors, co-workers and strangers who have all since joined TEAM ROUTZAHN in an effort to raise awareness and acceptance for individuals with Down syndrome. We have to admit we were shocked at how quickly TEAM ROUTZAHN grew in just 13 weeks. We are so fortunate to be so loved and supported…. All because of “a little something extra”.